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Little Prince was exactly the same with the story i used to hear. He is as fragile as the glass yet strong with his thoughts, exceed his age. I refuse to ask too many question for him, even if there were millions of questions that thirst of the answers. But in the count of three hours, when the stars were getting higher, he started to murmured about his lonely soul. "Now, my love has gone. I never knew a spoiled little flower like her could leave me alone. She even couldn't even maintain herself!". I didn't answer every single thing that comes out from his mouth, except if it was nessesarry. "I know exactly how do you feel right now. I once lost my guardian angel, a long time ago. I was scared and sad. But i realized that she'll always beside me. Amongs the stars over there." i pointed at the night sky full of stars. Little Prince cried on my shoulder. "Where am i? I thought i'm going to land in the place where i met the guy who gave me this, my only pal.". He groped around his pocket and showed me a picture of a box with three holes on it.
"But, he's sleeping now. Too bad you couldn't see him eat the baobab sprouts, or playing with my flower....". His face turned sad, but in no longer time, he continued, "From that moment i lost my rose, i just wish that every seeds that awaken from the heart of the earth's darkness is a sprig of a rose-bush. But, i doesn't matter what's grow from the heart of the earth's darkness, nothing could replace my love ones no more." So on, the tears were falling even heavier than before. And from that moment, i never knew a boy like him could grasp the real definition of, what we call, love.
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I asked him to come inside. It was already late and i'll be killed in 10 minutes if my foster parents saw me talking with a boy with a costume. "Are you hungry?". I took a box of cereal in the kitchen shelf and a bottle of milk inside the fridge when we arrived in the kitchen. "How could you think about your own stomach when someone is starving out there? What if my flower is starving out there? I didn't water her while i'm gone." . I stopped what i've done. This boy looked miserable. "Maybe all you need is a cup of chamomile tea and a perfect dream." I accompanied him to my bedroom. There, he shown his interest to my cellphone on the table. "What is this thing?" I took a sit on my bed. "It's a phone. A device that'll alowed you to talk and send messages to another person." Little Prince shown his excitement and asked, "So, can i communicate with my flower with this thing called cell phone?". I never want to make him dissapointed, but before i say it, he already knew the answer. He walked faintly into my other bed and covered his body with the blanket. I sighed. "Look, i know you miss your one and only flower. But, she's living in the Motherland now. You don't have to be worry about her safety or if she felt famine. In fact, she want to see you.....happy.". I put all of my inner strength in that sentence. I never want to see the Little Prince shed his tears. "I just wish i could tell her how much i love her. But i was too young to know how to love her." In his last words, he closed his eyes and fell asleep under the stars. Maybe this world is too cruel to be his home. He belongs to the fairytale. He belongs to the bedtime stories my guardian angel used to tell. Reality is too.....harsh. A prince like him is too fragile for this. In no longer time, my eyes were getting heavier and heavier. In the end, it wasn't the Little Prince who meets the dreamland. It was me.
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The sun rays awaken me. Thank God, the next day was a time off. I woke up at 07:53 AM. It was quite impressive because i'm not an early bird. I looked at the other bed of my room, where Little Prince was laying........was lie! He was gone! Where were he?! I ran downstair to ask my housemaid about his dissapearance. "Did you see someone was going out from the house?! He's a boy, about 150 tall and....and....." i talked like someone was going to light up a dynamite. A dynamite that enough to blow a house if i couldn't find the Little Prince. "What are you talking about, Pris? We didn't have any guest on this week. Wake up, the sun has shining!". The housemaid walked through me and giggled like i was joking or something. "But he was....." I knew i couldn't say he was real. He coould be just a figment of my imagination. He could be another deceit that my mind just made. But if he was real, why he left me? Why he chose me, from 7 billions people in the world, to be his companion for a night? I felt really sad. He was gone without even saying goodbye. Did he finally found the one that will become his companion? Maybe he left me because he didn't like me. Perhaps, i am a little like grown-ups. I have had to grow old. Maybe he went home. To a secret place, the land of tears. Left me, with a deep sad feeling.
I've just lost my flower
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Dedicated to Antoine de Saint-Exupéry. Because of him, i could be acquainted with the most prudent friend in the world, Le Petit Prince.
The Little Prince (French: Le Petit Prince; French pronunciation: [lə.pə.ti'pʁɛ̃s]), first published in 1943, is a novella and the most famous work of the French aristocrat, writer, poet and pioneering aviator Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (1900–1944).
The novella is both the most read and most translated book in the French language, and was voted the best book of the 20th century in France. Translated into more than 250 languages and dialects (including braille), selling over a million copies per year with sales totalling more than 140 million copies worldwide, it has become one of the best-selling books ever published.
Saint-Exupéry, a laureate of several of France's highest literary awards and a reserve military pilot at the start of the Second World War, wrote and illustrated the manuscript while exiled in the United States after the Fall of France. He had travelled there on a personal mission to persuade its government to quickly enter the war against Nazi Germany. In the midst of personal upheavals and failing health he produced almost half of the writings he would be remembered for, including a tender tale of loneliness, friendship, love and loss, in the form of a young prince fallen to Earth.
An earlier memoir by the author recounted his aviation experiences in the Sahara desert and he is thought to have drawn on those same experiences for use as plot elements in The Little Prince. Since first being published the novella has been adapted to various media over the decades, including audio recordings, stage, screen, ballet, and operatic works. (source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Little_Prince)

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